Thursday, July 26, 2007

My ambition--My dream

I believe that everyone have their own ambition in their heart,so do i~ I have lots of ambitions in my life but all are seem like hardly to achieve.Well,my first ambition before i joined modeling is i wish i can owned a Bridal's boutique or work at there because i like to see girl's wearing the gown and smile happiness.. It is very sweet for me because get marry is the most happiness thing in life with our soulmate.But,it's too bad that worker of bridal's boutique need to have make up or shooting experience or certificate,so i fail already because i'm not interested in those thing but i just like to help couple arrange their wedding matter.About my second ambition,i wish i can be a famous model after i joined modeling.But,with my height->165,i can just be the part time model because usually fulltime model need to have 168cm and above.I consider a shorty among them,so my second ambition also gone.Sigh~~ My third ambition is become a singer or actress.Sound funny right? But i do like to sing and like to act in front of my friends,really!But,i'm lack of confidence because i scare i lose the contest and laugh by people,sometimes i got the rush to join those competition but i'm not borned to act or sing because just are my hobby and i never learn before so i think my quality and the chance to win is quite low.But i promise myself i'll step out my first step because i don't wish to make my life regret although it's impossible to win. My last ambition is... hehe.. abit shy and funny to say out because it is just a day dreaming. I wish to become a rich woman who married a rich guy,then i can enjoy my life everyday and no need to worry about money everytimes but.. this is every girl's dream and if i can get a rich husband,maybe i lost many thing like time to spend with him(because he need to earn money),he might be flirt(guy's natural being once he is rich),or he might be like to spend money without thinking or else we might be kidnap.. (i think my imagination is over,because i think too much already.. =P ). Well,this ambition might be never happen because i think nowdays girl should also earn their own money and don't let guy look down. So,i hope that at least 1 of my ambition will come true (if i'm lucky,but i don't think so... sigh)... But,only ambition can us put more effort and motivation to pursuit our goal or dream.. I wish all of my friends' ambition also will be achieve one day... =)

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