HelpleSS~~~

This fri i went back to my hometown.. i called one of my buddy... I felt so helpless to her,because she was not selected by Local Uni but her result really not bad for me,CGPA got 2.6.. All her hope gone because she came from a poor family.Her family condition not allowed her to go for any Uni or College unless she apply the loan.I asked her joined with me at TARC or else go UTAR before,but she rejected me because if she join TARC,she can't proceed to ICSA at UK,and if she join UTAR now,she don't have enough money to pay for the first sem fees(ptptn loan also can only apply after you join the UNi o Coll) because she didn't ask money from her parent,she also rarely asked for pocket money when she studied at secondary.She worked part time during every end of years.I wish i can help her but i can't because i rarely save my money and i'm quite spendless sometimes.The one which i can only help is try to help her find more information about which UNI she can afford to enter.According to her condition,i do feel sad and disapointed on some of my rich friends.They never appreciate how lucky they are bacause they are able to enter those private and famous Uni like taylors,sunway and inti.They just think that study at there just a part of job to do for their parent see,just think that want to give up or else try their best to spend their parent money as much as they can.WHY?? This world is so reality and unfair.Those who wish to study but couldn't afford the fees and living expenses people just can only stop study or else working to save their fees.. "No pain No gain"!! But it is really unfair.All of her friends(including me) now already went to study but just left her alone at hometown,i can understand her feeling now,so lost,so sad and also lonely.So,i hope everyone who read this blog can appreciate what you have now,try ur best in ur studies and don't just think that it is just forced by ur parent.I admit i'm playful and like to go shopping sometimes,but i also got the serious side because i try my best during exam and the effort i put on all are because i like study,so don't judge me if by my behaviour sometimes.I can be playful and also serious in studies because i wish my parent proud on me.This is the only way i can pay to them now because they will be happy once i got a better result.
Kam ba teh friend,i wish you good luck in future,hope that you can proceed your study as soon as possible... I'm proud on you~ cheeRs~!